I think it's pretty nifty that my last two posts where almost exactly 12 hours apart.
I think that I would really like to go home and play Animal Crossing. I would really like to refurnish my house, as I think it is getting very dull. I kind of miss my Green set. Coelicanth rocks!
I've felt guilty recently.. like I'm slacking off on my work, even though I know i'm working hard as a mofo on it. I got my grade card for the first quarter.. straight As... that actually doesn't happen to often with me.. I at least have 1 B. You'd think i'd deserve a break, though? I can't work hard as I do for 3 days straight... I hope I don't have alot of weekend homework... Please just a French paper...
I wish I could play Pokemon in the middle of class while I have nothing to do... I guess Solitare or Minesweeper will have to do.
I'm at school. we're preparing to leave.
Oh... oh my.. Currently i have been on one of my studying binges. is this healthy right now? i'm only a junior, oh my.
a studying binge is where i will come home (sometimes skip an afterschool activity) and go straight to my room and work on schoolwork or study without ever speaking a word to my parents or sibling or seeing any of my pets the entire day (since I don't see them in the morning either.) sometimes i come out to grab a snack, but usually i don't eat. and sometimes i'll still have so much work to do that i can't even afford time to shower or bathe that evening. often times i go to bed a few hours late and then repeat for 2 or 3 days straight depending on the workload that week.
i'm thinking that this is hazardous to my health. my sleeping patterns sure have been fucked up as of late.
I just realized what else I have to do tonight on the second day of my study binge... I thought I was done...
I must be off...
Alex was here this last week... it... was unexpectingly wonderful... I don't know what happened.. but, I feel strange... Like I wanted to talk to him more and more now. Maybe thing is just a giddy thing to help me get over the trauma of the parting part of the trips... but... It's given me a bit of a surprisingly new outlook.
I'm going to have to start toning down all my lovey-dovey stuff... That's just not me, I need to keep my head on my shoulders and not act with so much emotion-- because MY emotions are completely unreliable... heh. If I want any kind of love, I know that with me it's going to have to be a rational thing, not so much emotional. Right now though, I think I can say that I don't really *want* love... I want mind and intellect. I love that he can give that to me sometimes... how smart he is. I bet if he knew that, he'd push it more and I would be even more eager and anxious to talk with him. Man, I would enjoy that.
Soon, I should have pictured developed from quite awhile ago.
I was reading about the Romans for Cultural Connections today for homework.. and I got so excited about going to see the aqueducts while I'll be in France that I couldn't concentrate. GOD I wish we were going to tour Arles. I am so going to go back to France for that...
Less than 3 weeks... God i'm nervous...
Baaaaaarrgghhh.
did that work or can I not remember my HTML? I probably have forgotten. oh well. I'm thinking forums signature code... blah.
I hate how the school has everything blocked.. at least everything but hotmail and I don't think they've found Blogger yet. I can't play Utopia!!!
I have a pretty unsteady feeling right now. I was looking through the forums at XHF, and Alex either has that stupid kind of humor that I often find annoying (Sorry, I was not trained as a child to think that big silly words and Llamas and Moose are funny. I missed out on alot of the mind-rotting Disney comedies... I watched Quantam Leap and B&W Lost in Space, thank you.), or he's kind of whiny depressed. Both I often times can't tollerate much of. I hope he knows this, but I don't actually believe that he does.
In any case... I want to do a minimum of 7 outlines and 3 essays this weekend. Ah, the wonders of being a Junior... in High School...
Oh my God, I hate Corel Photo-Paint. Something about manipulating photos is stupid.
I wonder if I can ever make topic headings?
damn, it's been awhile. I think i'll pick the blog back up.. but I might move it... and I need to find a way to make it a default something... I need to learn some coding, too. but I too many other things to do with my free time, it's not even funny.
Ahh... when I get a digital camera for myself.... the world of blogging will be a better place. Don't you think?
at the current moment, I am teacher aiding with Mrs. Kinsey. I can't stay long, i'm waiting for the chilluns of 4th period French 2 to turn in their quizzes so that I may grade.
