New Friends and Boys
I love having a social life now. I mean, I really love it. The only odd thing is that... I've befriended and have been assimilated by the international students. Wow. I make better friends with people not native to North America.. across the board.
The only thing is that... the one guy that I really want to make friends with seems paranoid of me. It's almost like he is afraid of girls. The same thing happened with my french exchange host, Guilhem. He would never hang around me because I was a girl and he was a boy and he never really hung out with girls. I really would like to befriend Fahim (he is from Saudi Arabia, reminds me of the guys and is sooo soo cute), but I think I creep the poor guy out. I don't even mean it!
But, I have found a good friend in the Korean student and more the chinese students
Discontent with Gaming
I haven't been in college for even a week and already I am so disgusted with single-player console games that I can't even play them. I mean, right now everyone is out getting drunk or sleeping so I'm pretty much by myself since I don't really want to do either... so I decided to break the Dreamcast out. It suddenly dawned on me how many better ways I could be spending my time. mm, I need some social interaction from a game.. i'm so spoiled from MMORPG.
School
It's not quite as bad as I expected. Maybe i'm more tolerant than before. Maybe I just like being away from home. I think I really have a good idea on what I want to major in.. i talked to some professors and they got me very interested and excited about the classes here.
I think I'm going Environmental Studies & Sociology-Anthropology double major.
My class schedule looks like this:
[u]MWF[/u]
MATH105 8:00-8:50.. Prob&Stat
BOMI110 10:00-10:50.. Plant Biology
FREN111 11:00-11:50.. Beginning French II (tested out of it, but had scheduling conflict with the next level up)
[u]TR[/u]
SOAN110 8:30-9:50 Introduction to Sociology
[u]T[/u]
FREN111 12:10-1:00
BOMI111 Lab 1:10-3:30
plus the Saagan National Colloquim on the middle east.
w00t
Tomorrow Comes Today
I think I'm ready now. As ready as ever I'll be.
time to go do something and make a difference, eh?
Leaving
I don't want to go.. tomorrow is my last day.
Why do I feel like I'm being thrown into something I'm not ready for. God.. damn.. i should still be in high school or something. I don't feel like im old enough.. i dont have experience.. i dont want to leave my family..
My mom can't sleep. I want to be with her and tell her I love her and everything.. but i'm afraid that i'll start to cry.
カゼ- // * -ASTERISK- says:why did you think about this now?
Natalie says:because its close..
Natalie says:i have to pack..
Natalie says:i wish that I could take everything and I cant
Wow. It has been awhile. I feel afraid to read all my bitching from before.
So, on Wednesday I move into my college dorm. I don't really know what I'll be able to do there, but I heard a vicious rumor that they block games. Actually, my friend Chris and I found this out last year when we tried to play Starcraft together and he kept lagging out. It will be a change, but it's only a game. I'm only afraid of losing the people and not having any fun at school. Playing with them has been fun. I played with them when the rest of my friends became busy with work, military, moving, whatever.
So.. I hope this is read by them and comments posted. I'll try to keep the bitching and melodrama down. :P
