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My Problem. Why does Alex pull this crap sometimes? I wonder if he's really snapped down to Earth at all. I have such an urge to just tonguelash him... But I need to learn some patience. I only feel so anxious because I care about him and I know he wont tell me until he thinks I'm "ready." That irks me to no end. That and I hate this problem... I'm not built to handle someone like Alex. He wants all his love given to him, while I'm not a person to do that most of the time. I need him to see it in the things that I do. It's all very pressuring. I don't want this kind of stuff to worry about right now... There's no possible way I can get a break and relax... Argh, this ruined last summer.

posted by Natticus @ 12:03 PM